Autobiography {type) To Use As A Writing Model

The human sexuality nowadays seems to be everywhere: in magazines, books, television and Internet. It is a topic that everyone is speaking about. Despite this fact, it still stays as something not revealed until the end. In my opinion, all these screaming articles and shows that are about to open our inside sex liberties are on the opposite somehow are closing us up. All these things could be very uncomfortable as we still speak about our personal life, our sexuality and sexual activity. On one point, the society expects us all to be deliberated and comfortable about it, but what if we are not?
Personally, for me the topic of my sexuality was always somehow a private matter. I never had a dedicated to this matter discussion with my parents, for example. Sure, they are probably were conscious that I am probably starting or already having my sexual life, but, for them I still stay somehow a child. I believe that for them it would be rather hard to admit my growing up and speak with me about it freely. On the other hand, after this course I believe that in case I ever need to talk to my parents about my sexual life, I would do it. Moreover, now I understand that as once I would also probably become a parent, my kids should have this opportunity to talk whenever they need it. First, because I really understand how hard sometimes it can be to pass over these entire unknown sexual activities and thoughts. Second, because there are simply some situations that are connected with the protection usage or any type of health issues that are better to solve with someone who will understand and support in the right moment.
Surely, this course has given me more knowledge about peoples’ preferences and choices in their lives. I was interested to know more about the LGBT community and various queer practices. There were moments of my life when I as well was thinking about a sexual experience with the person of the same sex, or even the possibility of relationships. Before I was a bit confused with this and even ashamed, but now I am more comfortable with it. I am also more concerned now about the concept of comprehension and acceptance of other sexualities and the need for them to have the equal rights and opportunities. The fact is, when we are growing, there are not that much of relevant information around, even despite that fact of shouting about the issue, as I have mentioned before. Now I see what problems people are able to face and surely they are somehow deeper than heterosexual people are having. Moreover, all this is in a combination of race, religion and other outer factors is creating a very dense and complex picture that need to be explained to people.
I believe that my behavior now is more relaxed. I somehow have grown up, if it possible to say, during this course. Another important issue now is my sexual health, by which I mean both my physical and mental comfort and protection. This is why I would work on both of them and try to maintain the balance. I also think I would pay more attention on doctor visits.
For now my feelings about my sexuality have moved further but they still need to be structured. It is for sure that now I am more interested in reading about the sexuality and experiencing new things. Sometimes I still feel some discomfort or uncertainty about how to say something or to share my thoughts with the others; however, I am more deliberated now for sure. I believe as well that all this will influence now my future sexual partners and my behavior with them. Nevertheless, I believe and hope that these changes would be rather positive. For example, I would pay more attention to our mutual comfort and satisfaction; I wish everyone feel themselves free and joyful. On the other hand, this course made me understand that there is still a room for my personal space and I believe I can clearly distinguish my sexual experience with my wishes from the experience of others.
I think that in order to arrive at my optimal condition with my sexuality and sexual health I need simply more time. The information and knowledge are important, but they still need to be digested and adjusted to the experience gained. I would say that for now I have gained a portion of new information but my feelings and practice still about to develop. Moreover, I believe that this comfort is coming when the person has tried and experienced some certain level of all of it. It is surely hard to say where this limit is because it is all very personal. All in all, I strongly believe that courses like this are necessary for young people to realize their sexuality and they way they feel about it. The group discussions as well as essays are helping to reveal these feelings and share with others. This sharing is also a productive technique because unfortunately there are some gaps between girls and boys expectations about the sexual life.