Dear Family,
I decided to write this letter from jail as I have already understood a lot. I spent my first day here in very strange state. Fear was a strange thought; it was uncomfortable to realize that everything is over – there are no parents or my girlfriend around, basically there is nothing but four walls. However you cannot think about the bad, as nothing worse can happen.
I never imagined that I will go to places of deprivation of liberty. But now I have learned a lot. I realized that I had to listen to you and not to think that I am always right. I do understand how hard it is for you and sometimes think that it is much easier for me here. But I urge you not to beat yourself up. You are not to blame, and I am the only reason I stay here. I feel that I was such a fool and stupid. I do not know how to call this feeling, but now everything is behind me and now I feel much better. What can I say if I came here because of my own stupidity?
I promise that you will be surprised how I have changed from the time you last saw me. After my release, I want to apologize to my mother, father and everyone with whom we were close, because I did not know what I was doing. I do not give myself to waste away and do not lower the arms.
I am trying to hold on with the optimism. But life goes on and we are to love it in all its manifestations and events. Everything passes, this shall pass too. To this end, I will wait from the letter from you. Of course, if you still want to talk with me.
