Nobody is perfect. However, usually we notice flaws of other people and forget that we should come under detailed scrutiny. Personally, I do not feel that I am honest enough. I usually escape from responsibility and let others decide what should be done. I know that life depends only on my thoughts and attitude, but very often I react too emotionally and disappoint everybody. I might forget to be thankful, especially when my relatives help me. I just take it for granted and do not notice how valuable our bonds are. I think I should reconsider my behavior and respect even small things that others do for me. First of all, I should offer my help to others and do not wait when they ask me to do something. It is better to tell “Thank you” even to those who you do not like. To my mind, I will understand that every my step is important and I should introduce my own initiative and willingness to make society a little better. One should start from himself and set own principles to live.
Definitely, I will start looking at my family in another way. I would hug them more and spend time just talking about everything in the world. I would help them to relive their most precious moments with me and analyze what brings them joy. In my very last day I would make their dream come true. Every day I want to learn something new. It might be a new meal, book, country, or type of sport. I would also take a picture everyday showing what I have learnt today. After, I would make an album with 183 totally different photos which would show to others that they could learn something the whole life. I am inclined to think that we should leave something after ourselves, and my album will serve as a motivation. To tell the truth, it is a good idea for a life project which I could even start doing right now.
Sometimes my friends think that I am boring because I like to limit myself with the food. I have periods when I decide not to eat chocolate or meat. It could be hard for them to go to the café with me and order some meal. However, I believe that it might train my will power. Though, when I gave up, I do not feel satisfied. I understand that I should practice even more. I have a fear that I might become weak and my life will be simple. I want to find a meaning in life, but sometimes I do not see any. I do not think that you can break your limitations. You need to change your mind firstly.
