I was in high school until the end of March 2006. From April 1, 2006, I could not continue studying at any school because of bad depression triggered by autonomic ataxia and hereditary allergies that began in my second and third years of high school. Also, my mother was nursing my father, who had cancer, so I stayed at my aunt's house until the beginning of summer. Afterward, I started going to a prep school to prepare to attend a university in my country, but with much difficulty. (That school is not a university or college but I can learn how to pass an entrance examination of universities or colleges.) In the summer of 2006, my father died from cancer and cirrhosis. After that my condition was not good and there were still a couple of problems like bumps and excessive sensitivity to cold. I went to see a couple of doctors but this was not helpful.
In April 2007, my parents said the reason why I was not healed was because I was not responsible for anything, like having a job. I was then told that I had to work. Therefore, I started working at a warehouse in an electronics center and at concert events, living in a dormitory in a different prefecture. I actually resented my parents very much in those days because my parents did not even try to understand my symptoms at all. Those jobs were extremely hard for me, so I quit the first job in a month. After that, I was sick and emaciated enough to go back to my home. I had a bunch of eczema on my face and body. Also, I sometimes felt nauseous and did not want to go outside. Then, I imported a medical application for those bumps from the United States. The medication was tretinoin which was authorized in my country at the time. It worked well for a while, so I thought if I went to the United States I could cure the eczema completely.
Moreover, originally I liked English, so from April 2008 I started preparing for study abroad. In September 2008 I attended "Intentional Education School" which is a part of my community college. I spent my time studying at the school from September 2008 to May 2009. Afterward, unfortunately, a lot of bumps on my face had suddenly broken out, and the condition of my body was so bad that I could not go to the college even if I graduated from the school. So, I had to go back to my country to heal it again. I purchased some well-known medical application in the United States, so I started trying to cure those bumps. Overall the condition on my face got better because of using it, so in January 2010, I started attending this college. All in all, there were so many challenges for me.
